Financial talk

well ive been wit my current bf for 2months already and i actually have strong feelings for him...before i got with him i was with this black guy and honestly i adored him but we had tough times and we broke up..after we broke up we just became like friends with benifits..one day me and him were both on xanax and we lft skoo and were about to have sex but we didnt we just talkd and i told him i loved him and he tld me to...well 3 dayz later was wen i hooked up wit my current bf we do have some issues.. he doesnt work just drink n smokes! which i dnt have a problem with it kuz we hood! I LOVE HIM! my ex kalled me last nite n tld me he was sorry for everyhting he really luvz n misses me.. i opend a new door to his life he is workng know saving money to get his own place and wants to know if he can have a second chance...he noes my current bf and knows we are together...im soooooo Konfused...is it possible to love two people??? kuz honestly thats how i feel i love BOTH!!! HELP PLEASE!!! ♥[[LADii_LOKEz]]♥ PLEASE I NEED MANY OPINIONz...N I APRRECIATE IT REALLY!! YESSSSS I know how to spell im just hood and i got some slang