Financial talk

Hi, time for a whinge, sorry. I'm so fed up and really can't get my head round it at the moment. I am 26weeks pregnant (definately not the cause of my fed upness though) and babies dad being a total arse at the minute (we don't live together). Feel like i've got a hundred things on my mind all at once. I sold my car at the weekend which leaves me looking for one and as usual when you're in the market for one there's nothing but when you have got no money like last week before I sold other one there were loads!! I feel like I am relying so much on my family right now to help me with even little tasks as I am really down but my dad and sister have really stupid busy lives of their own and although they never say I am being a burden (I know that). My two older kids are ace and they are being cool and really trying to be super just to help me out but i'm not used to feeling like i'm failing at stuff cos i'm a bit of a perfectionist! I hate not being good at everything I start. Anyway, enough moaning. Anyone else feel like this? Need something to motivate me to sort myself out. This is not like me at all.