Financial talk

First off, I am not even engaged. Last night I dreampt I was in the mirror in my wedding gown and veil practicing my vows and bawling my eyes out because I was terrified. I have dreampt that I am wearing a black gown and running. I have dreampt that my guy proposes with a black ring but then just walks away before he actually asks. I have dreampt that my Mom had to give him money for a ring and he pocketed most of it and got me a crap ring.