Financial talk

I know all is my faults just for my ego, now I'd IDR 200,000,000 (about USD 23,000) debts in the banks by credit cards. I didn't any money anymore to pay the installment, i brankupt. My salary is not enough, IDR 1,000,000/month for IDR 18,000,000 installment/month. I'm in big trouble now: the collectors want me to pay quickly; i pregnant; my parents need a house and money. I'm very desperate. So, I REALLY need your help, friends. CAN you help me ? Please help me by transfer to: TJHIE GABY LAURENDSIA A/C 282 11 57 554 BANK CENTRAL ASIA JL. SURIA SUMANTRI BANDUNG - JAWA BARAT INDONESIA. I've a planning, if I can pay full of my debts, I want to open a small bakery store. I've promise to my self that I'll never use credit cards again, I don't want make any mistake anymore. Please contact me at gabylaurendsia@yahoo.com and donn't forget to give me your address (to send my recipes and stamps collections). Thank you very much, JESUS bless you. Amen.