Financial talk

I am in the indiana national guard and am supposed to ship for basic in september 2008. I have been going to drills for the passed 6 months and the last couple times i have been questioning if this is something i really want to do. I have had a change of heart and do not feel committed, or motivated to be in the guard any longer. I am also having some family, financial, and emotional issues which i feel i need to resolve before i move any further in my life. The point is- I need out. I dont want to go there and go along with something i dont truly want to do or believe in doing. and I am sorry for wasting all thier time, but there are alot of things i'd rather do for the next 6 years and not have to obligate myself to 1 weekend a month, or being deployed or this or that and all that bs and hidded military mumbo jumbo that they do to try to misslead you. Question is- Can i get out before i ship, and what is the best way to do so? please e-mail me if you like at txmxrider_15@yahoo.com thank you for your time.